About Julia, again

Yesterday Julia called and wanted to come over again to see me and to talk and also have some fun ;-) but I told her we should talk over the phone about us before it gets any further. I told her that I am not going to get back together with her ad for now it would be best if we didn’t see each other for awhile. I also said we can still email each other and talk on the phone. I’m actually dealing with my trust issues with women a lot better now. Since I saw Julia Thursday night and what happened then has put it in perspective. Also talking to two friends that are very compassionate and good listeners, and not to mention damn smart, like me ;-) , helped me to deal with the emotions that I kept inside myself for so long.

Last Thursday Night around 11:30 Julia my ex came over to my house. It’s been almost four and a half years since I saw her last. It was weird at first to see her but it was overwhelming none the less. She hugged me instantly and said she was so sorry for everything. I told her she looked fantastic and she told me that couldn’t stop thinking about me for the longest time. We went into my room and talked until around 1am. Then we smoked a whole lot of bud, then we made it for over two hours. And after we finished she cried because she was so happy. Then I told her I needed to work on my problems and how I wasn’t sure yet if I wanted to get back together. She told me she would wait for an answer because I’m worth it. I still am having reservations about getting back together. But, I’m leaning towards not getting back together.

 Jimi Hendrix

 Jimi Hendrix

Flowers are Red

Howdy Partner

 Hello & Welcome,

This is my first blog and would like to welcome you to a long and groovy trip.

So just sit back and drink some tea and eat the brownies.

At this stage of my life, I’m researching so much on alternative medicine.  Middle Eastern, Oriental, and especially Native American Medicine is were my main research is happening.

Well, that’s going to be it for the first blog… Short and sweet!

Check ya later